This is a bit private yet I know this blog doesn't get much visitors so I guess it should be okay for me to write about it here.
I have an ovarian cyst and its normal for women to have it. Went to the clinic without expecting it at all. It's normal to have it, it is. But it brought along hormonal imbalance.
I am already very driven by emotions when its the time of the month. Sometimes i feel like there is no in between, im either a zero or a complete 10. Jealousy, feeling sad, feeling unworthy (gosh this is really really bad tho, sumpah i cant even) and the list of emotions goes on and on.
After the doctor told me the cyst would disturb my hormones, gosh everything makes sense... I was so, very much, so much, bitter towards the people around me. Now that i know better, i can actually talk some sense into myself whenever im under that grey cloud. Masih ambil masa, it didnt happen in a blink of an eye.
Oh well my next checkup is next month. So... We'll see.