8 months before, I was crying my ass off because I have to stay in Shah Alam. At that moment i was too attached with Seri Iskandar, gosh I miss that place so much. Theres basically nothing there, thats why i miss it so much. Its calm, the sky in Perak was always beautiful. Foggy mornings. Cold nights. Cheap food. Great studiomates.
Now that ive spent 8 months here (at Shah Alam), my feet is in the ground. I honestly never thought that itd end up this way. That id end up feeling this way. My emotions are unstable, i feel rocky, i might lose my balance. I need to get myself together because this is it, my last semester for diploma. This is it. I need to ace it.
Its harder for me this time; i am sinking deeper because someone is pouring endless love and affection into my pool.
I hope Allah will help me through it all. InsyaAllah.