Saturday, 17 February 2018
Monday, 25 December 2017
But aaaanyhow I'm still on Tumblr, Youtube and here. Tumblr for me is just a perfectly equal balance of happiness and sadness. (It really depends on who you follow tho haha) and there's so much positivity in there. Body image positivity & so on and i think the people that I follow just celebrates diversity, difference and all the little things in life. Oh I'm still on Spotify ahaha. I mean... how could I not be?
Its Christmas Day today, it's the 25th of December. It's a Monday haha which is a plus plus plus because cuti! :-) I love long weekends. I spent my weekends with mama and Danial (seperately) oh but together too la. Danial came home on Saturday and we actually went out after hahaha we went on the most random trip.
We had the best day :-) we also had a good lunch :-)
Okay that's all for now :-)
Thursday, 21 December 2017
Monday, 9 October 2017
This is a bit private yet I know this blog doesn't get much visitors so I guess it should be okay for me to write about it here.
I have an ovarian cyst and its normal for women to have it. Went to the clinic without expecting it at all. It's normal to have it, it is. But it brought along hormonal imbalance.
I am already very driven by emotions when its the time of the month. Sometimes i feel like there is no in between, im either a zero or a complete 10. Jealousy, feeling sad, feeling unworthy (gosh this is really really bad tho, sumpah i cant even) and the list of emotions goes on and on.
After the doctor told me the cyst would disturb my hormones, gosh everything makes sense... I was so, very much, so much, bitter towards the people around me. Now that i know better, i can actually talk some sense into myself whenever im under that grey cloud. Masih ambil masa, it didnt happen in a blink of an eye.
Oh well my next checkup is next month. So... We'll see.